Today is Malaysia 51th birthday...
Not tat i care though...
Since its a holiday...
I was wondering wat to do to past time...
Ever since some event...
I dun seem to hav the passion to do anything...
I was like the end of the world for me...
I felt tired and sick...

But still I hav to live...
But then the dream I hav everynight is hurting me...
=_=''' Seems like out of topic...
Let us go bak to Malaysia...
First... Malaysia has a veri long history...
It also hav a veri high petrol price in the world...
It also sell Proton which is kanasai de...
It internet speed is so sucks tat im sick of it...

De... I shouldn't said tat much...
Later I kena tangkap... Haha...

Your Sincerely
Jacky who is bored at home

This is a new theme i tryout...
Hope you like it...

Your Sincerely
Jacky who changing pace

双子座终极完美分析
有很多的朋友，可是'看起来朋友很多，可是知心的没有几个'这句话很深刻的形容了双子。双子很能说话，他跟别人可以天南地北的聊，可以聊得很八卦，也会聊一些很严肃的话题。双子可以跟你聊很多东西，可是注意了，他都只是跟你聊一些不关自己的事。随便他跟你说些什么，可是跟自己有关的都只是些皮毛而已。比如，今天又有某个明星怎样怎样了；隔壁班有多少美女帅哥的。关于自己的事，他几乎是不说的，就算是说，也是说一些关于自己无关痛痒的事。当你想更进一步的了解双子，他会很自然的把话题给扯开。

对于自信的双子来说，他又同时很没有安全感，这是双子特有的矛盾。他喜欢把自己重重包围住，不让自己暴露。对于双子来说，如果在一个还不了解的人面前把自己暴露了，就等于让别人抓住了自己的把柄。这样就失去了一定的优势。当双子感到独孤悲伤时，只会一个人躲在房间里哭，或者一个人郁闷着。

双子也很怕被伤害，很多时候宁愿自己承受一切，也不愿别人抓住自己的把柄。所以久而久之也就养成了习惯。双子基本上也是个很痛苦的人。表面上总是很有活力，很快乐的样子，可是没人的时候他又总是很忧伤。双子总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩。但他不会让别人发现的，他怕被伤害，也怕被别人抛弃，只能自己硬挺着一切。所以双子很神经质，精神脆弱，容易人格分裂，因为承受了太多的东西.
一般来说双子的孩子都很早熟。双子对很多的东西都在乎得要命，可是表面上就是看起来什么都不在乎。双子并不是故意要掩饰自己，上面说了，这只是一种习惯了，可是在外人看来他就成了虚伪的人。

双子是被公认的最花心、最冷酷无情的星座。其实对于双子的花心，真的不想再说些什么了。解释得太多，累了，也没耐心了。可是说起双子，就不得不提感情，双子这一生，似乎必须被感情牵伴，跟爱情纠缠一世。很多人说双子并不花心，只是博爱，所以才会有那么好的人缘。忘了在哪里看见了这样的一句话：双子最大的悲哀在于有两个人的思想，却只有一个人的身体，双子有爱自己所爱的人的权利，也有保护彼此所爱的人的义务，双子只剩下一个时，爱也就只剩下义务了。
我想用如来若去说的一句话给双子的花心做个总结：花心的极端就是痴心的可怕。该懂的人应该会懂的。至于冷酷无情真的不知道该从何说起。其实双子是最平和的星座，如果可以不发生冲突，都会尽量避免。双子也很少跟别人吵架，他讨厌吵架，如果是因为一些生活琐碎小事吵架，那么双子就在吵完的那一刻就把这件事给忘了；

要双子真的跟你翻脸，除非是你的所作所为或所说的话实在让双子不能忍受，这时他会很鄙视得看你一眼，然后头也不回地走掉，甚至会不给你留面子地离开。这时你一辈子也别想再和他和好了，就算有的双子碍于面子和你再成为朋友，但是他们已经对你鄙视到了极点，只不过维持着这一层不得不维持的'朋友'关系其实，很大一部分双子，对待感情是非常专一的，之所以给人留下花心的美名，是因为很少有人能够让略带童心的双子动真感情，不是双子铁石心肠，而是双子个性里面天生有一些忧郁，一些潜在的不自信，只是双子隐藏的深入，可是一旦让双子动了真感情，那么恭喜你了，双子的天真，率直，外加表达能力丰富，一定能让你获得很多快乐。

每个双子都有一个故事隐藏在心里，多数是不堪回首的往事，双子是个念旧或者说是喜欢沉浸在回忆中的星座，他（她）的这个故事通常都是因情所困，动了感情而被伤害了的双子是脆弱的，也是坚强的，他（她）可以很快的振作起来，可以当什么事都没有发生，这些都是双子演给世人看的罢了，等到夜深人静的时候，双子内心的伤痛随着血液渗透到全身，他（她）可以一整夜的去回忆之前的点点滴滴，可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中，可以一整夜坐在那里发呆，但是，一旦天亮了，要出去见人了，双子马上就从痛苦中抽身而走，你看到的肯定是一个神采奕奕的双子，这就是双子，拥有双重性格的双子，一个在世人面前乐天，快乐，在孤独夜晚独自伤悲的双子。

双子的爱是最永恒的，可以付出一切，有人说我们花心，那时我们没有真正的爱，当双子爱上一个人的时候是痛苦的，因为我们太敏感。假如双子爱上了一个不爱自己的人，那莫我相信他永远都不会再爱了，当爱给过了一个人，他再也没有能力再付出了，其实太多的人都不懂我们，其实连我们自己都不懂自己，我们很会伪装，很会说谎，但我们最细腻，对感情最敏感，双子的爱与悲伤，谁又真的了解！

Your Sincerely
Jacky who agree with this horoscope

Seriously I was still in a sad mood...
And dun felt much bout blogging...
But I was tagged...
Guess i answer it...
But wats tagged?

Starting time: 01.13pm
Name: Jacky Sia Yu Hao a.k.a Jacky Chaos
Sisters: 0 (Wish i hav 1)
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 8 1/2 (Sumthing round tat)
Height: 170cm (Finally T_T)

Where do you live: No.22, Lorong 7, Jalan Kenny Hill, Kuching, Sarawak, Malaysia
Favourite drinks: Susu C Ping, Rose C Ping(a.k.a Air Bantung), Milk, Soft Drink
Favourite breakfast: I sleep over breakfast bo...

Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes
Swam in the ocean: Duhh??? Eaten by shark first meh
Fallen asleep at school: Nope
Broken someone's heart: Yes, the one I love most...
Fell off your chair: Forgot...
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yes, but will never have some one call anymore...
Saved e-mails: Hmm... Yes I think...

What is your room like: Dark and hot...
What's right beside you: Left, my housemate, Right, my bag
What is the last thing you ate: Cheese Chiffon

Ever had chicken pox: In primary 5 I think...
Sore throat: Of course!!!
Stitches: Em... Nope...
Broken nose: Nope...

Do you believe in love at first sight: No, its unreal...
Like picnics: ... Never have 1 be4...
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: Nope
Last made you smile: Its been age since i last smile...
You last yelled at: Myself

Today did you: Did wat?
Talk to someone you like: Nope... Its painful talking to her now...
Kissed anyone: No...
Get sick: Yup, love sick...
Talk to an ex: ......
Miss someone: Everday bout "her"...
Eat: Ya... Cheese Chiffon...

Best feeling in the world: When Im hugging "her"...
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: My pink teddy bear that "she" return me...
What's under your bed: Tons of dust...
Who do you really hate: *Censored*
What time is it now?: 01.29pm (What with this question?)

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Haizz...
Do you have any siblings: Huh??? (What the point in asking if i already answer above? =_=''')
Do you want children: Yes, I think...
Do you smile often: Not recently...
Do you like your hand-writing: Nope...
Are your toe nails painted: Nope... I hate painted toe nails...
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Hotel bed... Relax...
What color shirt are you wearing now: White... Fit my pale mood...
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: Em... Eating dinner at King Center...
I can't wait till: The release of Gundam 00 Season 2...
When did you cry last:The second week im bak in Kuching in September 2008... I cry so hard tat day...
Are you a friendly person: U should answer this...


Do you have any pets: Nope...
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: Dun wanna tok bout it...
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: My ex...
Do you sleep with the TV on?: No... Tat wasting money...
What are you doing right now?: Pissing off at this never ending question...
Have you ever crawled through a window?: Many times...
Can you handle the truth?: Nope... It brokes my heart...
Are you too forgiving?: Yes... I hate myself for tat...
Are you closer to your mother or father?: Both not...
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: My friends Ai Ti over the phone...
How many people can you say you've really loved?: Except my friends and family... Nope...
Do you eat healthy?: How I noe...
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: Yes...
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Nope...
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: My friends who i trusted...
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Depends on mood...
Are you confident?: In creativity and design... Yes...

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. Eat
2. Sleep
3. Play
4. Study
5. How am i suppose to remember

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. Download Anime
2. Surfing the net
3. Watch Anime
4. Forgot "her"
5. Sleep

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Fast food
2. Faster food
3. Fastest food
4. More fatest food
5. Food

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Build my dream house
2. Travel the whole world
3. Give the people I love most all the thing they want
4. Buy all the things I want
5. Build a Island that can float and be the king

5 of my bad habits:
1. Easily trust people and get hurt
2. Spending money
3. Being an Otaku
4. Lazy
5. Easily get jealous

5 places I have lived in:
1. Brunei
2. Sibu
3. My uni hostel
4. My current home
5. De... Hotel...?

5 jobs I've had:
1. Student
2. Student
3. Student
4. Student
5. Student

5 people I tag:
1. -
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -

Dun wan anymore people suffer from this long trial

Your Sincerely
Jacky who have just finish answer

Before posting... I would wish for all of u to obey the following rule...
Rule 1: Do not tell any 1 bout tis post... Let them c for themselve...
Rule 2: Dun kek me bout these thing or i kill u...
Rule 3: Reminder Rude Words Contain
Rule 4: There no rules 4
Rule 5: zzzz

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OKAY FUCK I HAV BROKE UP WIF MY GF!!!
FUCK TIS WORLD!!!
K... Its been a long time tat break...
And i think i can say it out liao...
I just wanna said im hurt and sad...

FUK FUK FUK FUK FUK...
I dunno wat to do and wat to do...
Im hurt and sad...
I wish tat tis world can be fair...
I dun think there is fairness...
CIBAIIII~~~

Anyway... I wish for her to be hapi...
Haizz...

Your Sincerely
Jacky who hav been crying